Tuesday, April 24, 2007

this elusive contentment
is thin, light, fragile
i'm holding it tight
grasping with a furrowed brow
i'm afraid it's not real

sometimes repeating the feel of it
over & over & over
like a rhythm
like a prayer
makes it more true, solid & weighty

i can be convinced
i can hold it with both hands
i can turn my face from anything else, anything dark & low
the dark is just as real
but now it's the thing getting thinner
lighter, more fragile

as i hold on to this substantial joy

2 comments:

Erica Joy said...

did you write this friend??? it's beautiful! i'd like to hear your interpretation of it as well.

kate said...

i did in fact write this -- thank you!